Tired. Not at all sure how to show romantic love beyond the physical. Channel my frustration at a lack of someone to show romantic love to into game projects and such. Most of those, in turn, are decidedly sexual in nature. Well known in the Starbound modding community, where my Felin species mod and its expansions are... not as erotic as the rest of my work because the rules won't allow worse. Which is an amusing challenge for me